*sigh*

i dont kno wats happening with me ryt
now.. am i bein too idealistic, or
something.. i have lots of goals in
life, im thinkin bwt whats gonna happen
in mah future.. if there is..got lots
of things to do ryt now.. with my
life,skul,fam,etc. but
i just can't..

i have all these random things inside
me.. and im like i dont kno hu to talk
to ryt now.. I dont know what the heck
I'm supposed to do, what the heck I'm
here for who in the world I'm supposed
to be, I hate who I am I just hate
everything right now..I'm tired of my
freaking screwed up life, I'm just tired
of it all
Sometimes I just wish you could like
trade lifes, cause right now I just hate
being me.
I know I'm prob just gonna get over this
eventually but right now I'm just really
freaking down...
Im just tired of it all., I'm tired of wondering what my life is going to end up like, and wondering what my future holds..
i should sleep..
'xxx